What does it feel like to be put first?
To be put first by your partner
Maybe, it goes back to never being put first by my dad
Some sense of abandonment issues, which I know
When you think you get through them , but are they ever fully gone?
It may seem selfish or toxic
I want to be put first
I want to know how it feels to be number 1
A part of me thinks that I will never be in a relationship like that
Because I will always feel neglected
Will never feel like a priority
I know things happen
People have family
People have plans
How do I get over that?
Feeling of not being important if i’m not chosen
Isn’t my partner suppose to help me and reassure me?
Is it something I will always live with and deal with in every relationship?
Do i just suffer?
How do I make this feeling go away?
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